I think I'll be back

School's back. Well, my time management is much better this year... Don't really know why.

It's quite sad that list of ex-TaoNanNites bloggers went down by a lot. Only a handful left and even Amber's using Twitter. Alvin's moved his blog. Everyone just kinda got a bit of change here and there.

Why haven't I've been blogging?

Well,

1) School -_-"
2) I'm really short of time.
3) I've kept this little book called a Moleskine (well you can check, it was a gift), but as that little leaflet they place in there, talking about filling the still-blank pages, it can't satisfy my heart. No one to hear me.

...

I don't want to get depression. Not from judo, not from teachers, or that innocent looking piece of paper which fits questions and questions.

This is the only avenue that I can help myself throw away the weariness away.

I won't go on any further. The questions are waiting for me and I need to finish them or actually get dropped into a vicious circle.

Bye.

A whole chunk of stuff

Apologies

I apologized that I have kept my blog inactive for a extremely long time. I’d really can’t find the time to write anything or think of anything to write. Sorry once again (:( <—don’t give me this face give me –> :))

1 : about iCIT

Ok, finally I’ve become a iCIT (councillor in training) after a selection camp. When I’d applied for this, I though it would be great if I had become a iCIT, but actually, I’m really getting tired of leading anyone else.

First, I have always kept a very peaceful stance when I lead, trying to keep other people out of trouble. But when I do so, I would be disappointing someone else or something. So I would commonly compromise, but this leads to compromised solutions, that means both parties are not satisfied.

This iCIT job I hold, I would serve my best. But really, I think that leading bring yes, a lot of trouble, always I thought would end up in satisfaction. But all that ends was mostly misery, yes I must admit sometimes joy, but most people I know who leads, actually are not good leaders.

2. about Darrel ( in continuation to “most people who leads are not good leaders”)

Most people likes Darrel, and some (if not most) think that he is a good leader.

To my horror, what I found through this selection camp, that Darrel was a dictator, when he commits himself into leading (not commits too much, just committing), he takes leadership places like a dictator. I really fear that he would become a dictator, and maybe you would ask, if Darrel’s a dictator, why is he popular?

The answer is : It is Darrel’s subtle leadership that brings in his popularity.

Now in secondary school I’d think that you have to lead passionately, so maybe Darrel being a iCIT isn’t going to turn out good. Even Jocelyn or Edison leading passionately would be better than Darrel leading passionately.

To Jocelyn and Edison: I do not mean you are bad at leading, but higher than Darrel when you are leading passionately. Can I trust Benjamin to do so?

3. about CCA

To those who doesn’t knows my CCA, here’s it. JUDO. I won’t be surprised if you are shocked. I think during one of my times when I was in subconscious mode did I fill up the e-Application form for CCA (they call it EP3). But this is good. Why?

- In subconscious mode I can’t lie myself

- I can finally have some exercise NEVER

- At least I can fill up my portfolio with good stuff (winning of medals etc)

- At least I can fill up my portfolio with leadership portfolio

I don’t think these are real reasons but I think these are what I can think of. Don’t ask me why can’t I think of real reasons to join judo, but ask my subconscious mind.

4. random crap

I can’t seem to meet any NYGH girls at the bus stop although they are just next door, but surprisingly I met Jue Ying on the bus yesterday.

THIS IS REALLY RANDOM.

Note

To all, I think I wrote this when I am very pessimistic, but I AM worrying about Darrel becoming a dictator. AND this is my first long post, so this SHOULD contain many grammatical and spelling errors.

RELINK

EDIT : I won't be relinking, I will keep my posts here.

Sorry for so much inactiveness. (Somehow I'd seen a lot of people linking to my blog. Somehow.)

RI and HCI... Who is better?

In Singapore almost everyone says "RI is better!" If you go to work and show your curriculum vitae they would say "Oooh... This person is from RI! Must be a good student!"

But this is really wrong.

Lets say, HCI is stripped of its SAP status and turns into a school like RI. Having student taking different Mother Tongue. Their highest scorer for PSLE will be higher than RI. Why? Because RI has a wide array of students to choose from. They can choose more of one mother tongue than the other. RGS and NYGH is also of the same problem.

So from the looks, RI and RGS IS NOT THE BEST!

If I add in the fact how many president scholar HCJC have, there are 49 compared to RJC's 30something and NJC's 38+. (these students in HCJC come from both HCI and NYGH.)

If I add in NUS High, the situatiuon will be worse. NUS high have a selective camp and by the way it has only 125 students who gets in every year.

So, It's up to you to choose which school is the best.

Notice to customers

Too many orders for muffins at the moment. Closed until after PSLE.

Sad!!!

IF I could vote which invention of the world is the most idi**ic..., its,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,(sorry I was trying to get a stupid item out of the keyboard), its EXAMINATIONS! Because of this irritating invention...Marks and marks and marks must be given.

(short post, it will be edited.!)

Oldest Blogger in the world?

JUST FOR LAUGHS!!!


To think of a few months back, the oldest blogger died, right? And maybe in Singapore we can ask a 111 year old person to blog until she/ he is 120++ which she/he will be the oldest person+ blogger in the world.

But It can't be implemented...

HAHA!

Blog...

One thing that I want to talk about is...

HOW did anyone find out about my blog?

I thought I kept it secret!
This is astonishing, but nothing can be done...

Sigh

Sigh... I think I won't post for this year anymore.

Bye.

:)

Good luck to those going for the debates...

Melvin