Animal Farm Revisited

Since I have the time today - having to be stuck on the computer for the character analysis, I'd decided to revisit Animal Farm - context, parallel to history and whatever not.

This may span over a long period of time after even I've posted more posts, SO DO COME BACK AND CHECK.

Everything

Today's my sister's birthday. Although it is supposed to be her to be growing another year, it seems more that I am. In these 6 months, you can see the overall improvement in this blog...

Well, isn't that the aim of education?

Seriously, I don't think I learnt anything last year... Let's see, not really. I do remember part of Nothing but the Truth and Hyperbole?

But in contrast this year...

-TKAM
-TMOV
-Unseen Prose and Poetry
-Annotation
-SPECS and SLIMS
-so many, so many.

So maybe what Yu Gene said was true, after all.

Identity

I hope - maybe wish at most, to write daily. After all the 2nd test this term is an essay

Yesterday on Facebook I was planning to write this as a note - but it came out disorganized and unplanned. So - this comes back here.

Identity -

5.

the sense of self, providing sameness and continuity in personality over time and sometimes disturbed in mental illnesses, as schizophrenia.

So... Isn't identity supposed to be oneself own?

However I keep an identity until it feels like a mask. It almost feels like a liability.

Don't think I'm schizophrenic for I am not. See the others - see them. Gui An's identity is himself - it is he himself. Gerald has no identity to keep at all (although there are certain protocol of human interaction, of course). But I need to create an identity not to fall into a cliche, a black hole. Gerald and Gui An has a perfect, unique identity and Gerald one that none fits at all.

I keep a mask - as I said. I try to differentiate myself. But is there a rational use at all?

Oh no. I don't wish to be unclear of my identity. I can't go on - after all why lose your identity by questioning it?